I made it through another week of classes! Only one week and finals left! WHEEE!!!! I'm sooo friggin ready for summer!!
Today I was at work... and I cut my finger on the tomato slicer! It hurts!! But I now have a Hello Kitty Band-Aid on it and that is definately helping infinately!
I also had the Japanese composition today and I will be honest, I'm pretty sure I did miserable on it. I am mostly disappointed in myself because I know I am capable of doing a lot better, and doing things, like memorizing all the kanji... but I've just been taking the easy road... which is sad and now that I am at crunch time I am really feeling my slacking this term and it makes me upset because I know how much other people have invested in me (namely my parents) and the last thing I want to do is let them all down! Cause I've already been flaky when it comes to what I wanted to do with my life. And now with hindsight I am seeing that I can't let things keep going they way their are both with my finances and my academics. And I need to push past my exhaustion and get that boulder over the hill, but it's certainly hard to find the motivation but I am trying to get things back together.
Some goodish news. The exam for my Genetics course that I thought I bombed well I actually got a 78%! Yeah it's not a good grade persay but it's the best one I've had in that class so far and I just need a C (which may still kill my father but.... c'est la vie non?) to pass but I'm going to do my damnest to get things together for this final and hopefully yank my grade up to a B-, which would be sweet!
In other news I've added two more shifts to work which is good cause I can have money to spend in LA and still have a tinny bit for visiting Reagan... is it selfish and easy for me to succum to his request and let him pay for my visit to see him... yeah... I thought soo....
And speaking of Reagan, we are doing well and he told me last night that he wasn't telling me things not because he didn't want to it was because he just isn't used to having someone he can totally be open with and so it will "take me some time" but at least that's a start. You gotta love men and their pride. XDD
So anyway I have a letter to read and reply to from an old high school teacher and then I will write one to Reagan... then maybe treat myself to the latest ep of Grey's... or BONES... hmm choices... it's gonna be a wild Friday night. Lulz.
PS: Phen! Stop beating me in posting all da time! Serious! I feel like I'm copying joo!!
Ja mata! (>3<)v
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Men and their pride. I totally understand you on that. Bu he will get there. Your class schedule looks fun, mine sucks because I am still waiting for an over-ride....UGH. I am happy that you and Reagan are doing good, makes me happy that you are happy.
ReplyDeleteAnd good luck with grades and the rest of your semester kk!! You will do great!!. And a 78 is pretty good considering it is a college course.
But all in all
I LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!